WHY BELIEVE IN GOD?

Heather heard the second juror, now, pronounce, "GUILTY." Only four more and it would be her turn. The familiar helpless feeling of acute awareness swept over her, and she saw in slow motion. Her mind scrambled through the last couple of days' events-- she had been called for jury duty, and in the selection process had, as she now regretted immeasurably, told the judge that she had no knowledge of the defendant. Joe recognized her, of course, but maybe he thought she would be sympathetic and kept his mouth shut too. Now she was seconds away from judging him guilty of murder. It was possible, wasn't it, that he was innocent? She wanted to scream. The man two seats down said, GUILTY. decisively. "Beyond a reasonable doubt...," she thought. Were her doubts reasonable, or were they just products of her fear and unwillingness to admit that Joe, the kid she had helped with his basketball and girl problems so many years ago, was a murderer? The woman on her right said, "GUILTY," and her mind leaped into resolution. There was simply no evidence for Joe's innocence, no alibi, no reason. It was rationally possible that he was innocent, but it was unreasonable.

"GUILTY."

WHY BELIEVE ANYTHING?

There are many people today who say, it doesn't matter what you believe, so long as you believe something." But how do you decide which beliefs to believe? There are many reasons why people do believe the things they do, but why should they?

A lot of what we believe is simply what has been taught to us. We believe because we have never known anything else, or because our parents have taught us, or our teachers, or culture and society in general. We may believe because of religious authorities, books or experiences. We may believe because we want to believe: our beliefs give us meaning, identity, or freedom from guilt. But the most important reason for believing something is clearly its truth.1

So, then, we must evaluate our beliefs and resolve whether or not they are true. If two people believe two different and mutually exclusive things about the nature of reality, one of them must be wrong. We have a responsibility and a need to ascertain the truth of what we believe.

It is easy to see that people believe different and mutually exclusive things about the existence of God. If the atheist is right then the theist is wrong, and vice versa.2 We must come to a conclusion about the truth of these claims. Does God exist? Or more specifically, does YHWH, the God of the Bible, exist?

PERPETUAL AGNOSTICISM IS NOT AN OPTION

One conclusion to this question is agnosticism-- the idea that we do not know or can never know the answer. Though we do have realize that we do not know everything, this cannot be a real answer. The one who is content with agnosticism is guilty of apathy and intellectual sloth. It is possible to know something about reality, and about the existence or non-existence of God, for to maintain otherwise is a self-defeating statement. Knowing that it is impossible to know anything about God would be knowing something about God3. The agnostic has to either start looking or admit that he or she doesn't care. Either God exists or he does not exist, and, like Heather in the story above, we cannot continue in our indecision.

Agnosticism as a philosophical movement originated in the last part of the 19th century, and died out around the turn of the century.4 However, as Bernard Lightman observes, "The twentieth century has spawned other varieties of agnosticism which also display a tragic quality. There are the complacent unbelievers who seize upon agnosticism in order to justify a self-serving, lazy attitude toward religious and metaphysical issues."5 There is clearly no excuse for resting in a vague agnosticism, for the issues are vitally important. Furthermore, the suspension of commitment or belief is incapable of offering any counsel for our lives. As a system of belief to base decisions on, agnosticism is as anti-helpful as nihilism. We must search for an answer to the existence of God, and agnosticism can only be a temporary period of indecision.

ATHEISM IS NIHILISM

We turn, therefore, to consider atheism/naturalism, theism and nihilism. Atheism is the belief that there is no such thing as God, or, as some might prefer, the unbelief in God. Naturalism is the belief that nothing exists apart from the natural or physical universe. Though, as Michael Martin points out6 , it is possible for there to be non-naturalistic atheism (such as Zen Buddhism) and non-atheistic naturalism (such as finite-godism), for the purposes of this discussion we will use the words interchangeably. It is assumed that most modern, western atheists are naturalists, and vice-versa. Theism is the belief in God, and in this paper I will refer to the Christian form of theism. Nihilism is nothing-ism, the philosophy of meaninglessness.

Atheism inevitably leads to nihilism, although it is usually not followed out to its proper conclusion. There are four areas in which naturalism/atheism imply and produce total nihilism: the temporality of human existence, the necessary relativism of morality, the impossibility of knowledge, and the impossibility of human free will.

The first nihilistic implication of atheism comes from the brevity of human life. If the natural world is all there is, and we are simply bunches of atoms and chemical processes, there can be no afterlife and we must simply be extinguished at death. The problem is that if all we have is seventy years to live, what value can there be to anything we decide to do? Imagine if we had only a few days to exist. Would anything we do have more than an arbitrary value? The most profound act of self-sacrifice, the finest humanitarian advancement or the greatest hedonistic pleasures would still be reduced to the same insipidity of death, extinction and utter non-being. Our moral choices would not matter-- whether we were responsible for genocide or for fighting world hunger we would meet the same end. Nothing could have meaning after death, and our lives would be remembered only by others doomed to the same fate. An example of this mortal futility is found in the Bible:

For the living know that they will die, but the dead know nothing; they have no further reward, and even the memory of them is forgotten. Their love, their hate and their jealousy have long since vanished; never again will they have a part in anything that happens under the sun. (Ecclesiastes 9:5-6, NIV).
The second component of atheism that leads to nihilism is naturalistic morality. Under naturalism, morality has to be relative, because it is simply the result of evolution. Moral systems are simply products of society, and different moral systems must all be right, even if they disagree. There can be no such thing as an objective standard of truth or justice, because all standards are subjective to their own cultures. It is a small step from moral relativism in different societies to moral relativism in individuals. If we are merely accidents in the universe how can we maintain any sort of ethical standard? In turn, if we can not speak meaningfully of constants of right and wrong, the concepts themselves become meaningless. The atheist can have no objection to war, slavery, rape, or discrimination and remain constant to his views.

The third form of nihilism implicit in atheism is epistemological nihilism. If nothing exists outside the physical universe, then there is no reason for trusting that our brains can think accurately or know anything about reality. James Sire writes,

[Under naturalism] people are bound to their bodies. Their consciousness arises from a complex interrelation of highly 'ordered' matter. Why should whatever that matter is conscious of be in any way related to what actually is the case? Is there a test for distinguishing illusion from reality? Naturalists point to the methods of scientific inquiry, pragmatic tests and so forth. But all these utilize the brain they are testing. Each test could well be a futile exercise in spinning out the consistency of an illusion.7
If our brains are nothing but collections of chemically interacting matter, there is no reason to trust them in thinking that our brains are nothing but collections of chemically interacting matter.

The last nihilistic implication of atheism I will discuss here is the impossibility of human free will in a closed natural system. In a closed system everything that happens is either an effect of a cause or an effect of chaos. If everything is a result of some cause, even though we may not know which cause it is, then all of our actions, thoughts and decisions are also inevitable results of some causes, and we have no real free will. If I decide to make a sandwich right now, it is simply the product of many causes and effects-- the operation of my brain, the condition of my stomach, my upbringing and heredity-- which are based on still other causes and effects, ad infinitum. Our "decisions" are merely the natural effects and reactions matter, and could not happen any other way. And if we have no capacity for free will, life is indeed meaningless. James Sire summarizes: "Human beings are conscious machines without the ability to effect their own destiny or do anything significant; therefore, human beings (as valuable beings) are dead."8 If we add chaos to this picture, we arrive at not only meaninglessness but absurdity, for chaos is utterly irrational and unmeaningful.

What then, does all this mean? Atheism implies complete bankruptcy of significance and content in life, knowledge, morality, and action9 . Nihilism is the logical and necessary outcome.

PANTHEISM IS PRAGMATICALLY EQUIVALENT TO ATHEISM

It is possible that both atheism and theism are wrong, and that there is some sort of supernatural being of a different sort than the one claimed by Judeo-Christian theists. The most commonly held view other than atheism and theism is pantheism. Pantheism is the belief that everything is God or is a part of God.

At first glance pantheism seems completely different from atheism, but in practice there are many similarities. To begin with, pantheism gives no basis for morality. If everything is a part of God, then both good and evil are good, and our actions are simply a part of everything-- God is not only good or all good, God is everything, and therefore includes evil. It can be argued also that pantheism leads to nihilism in much the same way as atheism. It seems that there is only a slight difference between being nothing but part of matter, which is the only thing that really is, and being nothing but part of God, which is the only thing that really is.

Pantheism, at least under the Hindu concept of karma, also leads to moral absurdity. First of all, Hindus believe that our deeds will be rewarded by a suitable amount of blessing or suffering in our next life. This leads to a confusing problem, though: If the suffering of people is the result and just dessert of their former lives, then how can we go against karma and remove their suffering? Furthermore, are not our actions, even if they do hurt other people, only justice? If everything we do is simply part of the complicated system of paying people back for the good or bad they have done, there can be no reason for morality.

Another way in which pantheism is similar to atheism is the problem of death. If we have no knowledge of our past lives, how are they different from the lives of other people who have lived and died in the past? There is essentially no difference between dying and being reincarnated with no knowledge of our personalities or experiences and dying and being simply extinguished. The pantheist is subject to the same temporality as the atheist, and has the same difficulties in finding meaning in the few years we have under the sun.

NIHILISM AND THE BIBLE

It is very interesting to see how the Bible treats nihilism and hedonism, its practical outworking. In Ecclesiastes, for example, nihilistic hedonism is affirmed and almost agreed with:
Go, eat your food with gladness, and drink your wine with a joyful heart, for it is now that God favours what you do. Always be clothed in white, and always anoint your head with oil. Enjoy life with your wife, whom you love, all the days of this meaningless life that God has given you under the sun-- all your meaningless days. For this is your lot in life and in your toilsome labour under the sun. Whatever your hand finds to do, do it with all your might, for in the grave, where you are going, there is neither working nor planning nor knowledge nor wisdom. (Ecclesiastes 9:7-10, NIV).

'Meaningless! Meaningless!' says the Teacher. 'Utterly meaningless! Everything is meaningless.' (Ecclesiastes 1:2, NIV).

Paul affirms hedonism as the only logical alternative to Christianity, if it should turn out to be false:
If there is no resurrection of the dead, then not even Christ has been raised. And if Christ has not been raised, our preaching is useless and so is your faith. More than that, we are then found to be false witnesses about God, for we have testified about God that he raised Christ from the dead. But he did not raise him if in fact the dead are not raised. For if the dead are not raised, then Christ has not been raised either. And if Christ has not been raised, your faith is futile; you are still in your sins. Then those also who have fallen asleep in Christ are lost. If only for this life we have hope in Christ, we are to be pitied more than all men. (1Corinthians 15:13-19, NIV).
He concludes, "If I fought wild beasts in Ephesus for merely human reasons, what have I gained? If the dead are not raised, 'Let us eat and drink, for tomorrow we die.'" (1Corinthians 15:32, NIV). The importance of this problem, then, is absolute. If we are not resurrected, there is nothing for us-- we are doomed to a hollow life of arbitrary meaning, if any meaning can be found at all. If there is no reason or meaning in the universe we might as well seek whatever form of enjoyment we can glean from our existence, and give up hope in reality.

THE PSYCHOLOGICAL REASONS FOR ATHEISM

Why, then, do people persist in atheism? It is time to return for a spell to the subject of the first section of this paper: Why believe anything? We came to the conclusion that something should be believed if it is true. But there are many sources and reasons for our beliefs that have nothing to do with their truth; society, family, authority, subjective experience, or psychology. It is these last sources that we must look out for-- the desires for belief or unbelief that can so strongly color our vision against rationality. Of course, what we want to believe may still be true, but we should examine our reasoning with utmost suspicion if we find that we are biased toward a certain point.

In The Psychology of Atheism R. C. Sproul argues that atheism is grounded in pride and fear of God. He gives several reasons why we are unwilling to accept the holy. "...the human experience with the Holy produces a wide variety of shocks. This traumatic character of the encounter can be summarized as involving a positive threat of disintegration. Man's self-image, individually and collectively, experiences a clear and present danger in the presence of the Holy."10 Later he states, "The holy and the pure are indirectly destructive forces, forces of disintegration. Absolute holiness, purity, and innocence cannot be tolerated because they are dangerous and destructive."11 Sproul goes on to point out the human shame and nakedness implicit in the idea of God, and the reasons why we want to hide from God-- we cannot tolerate his stare. He further points out the destruction of autonomy that comes with believing in God-- we lose our freedom, one of our most treasured (especially in America) possessions, to the sovereignty and kingship of God. To admit the Christian God is to admit guilt. We have to accept the fact that he knows us and stares at us despite our efforts to hide from him, and our extreme shame and embarrassment of being under his relentless gaze are because of our consciousness of our own guiltiness and fallenness. Atheism delivers us from the trauma of holiness, the shame of nakedness, and the enslavement inherent in believing in God. As Sproul concludes, however, I must always ask myself, 'Do I believe what I believe because I am honestly persuaded by cogent reasoning that it is true, or do I believe what I believe merely because in the final analysis that's what I want to believe?'12

NIHILISM IS INCONSISTENT WITH REALITY

So then we return to nihilism. The problem with it is that it cannot possibly be lived out consistently. We cannot live as if we have no meaning. In our starting point of naturalism and atheism we get away from the trauma of God, but we land in an even worse state of meaninglessness. We have to believe in God. Not because we can only have meaning if we do, as theistic existentialists would approach the problem, but because every shred of our being, every iota of the world tells us that there is meaning. Believing in God is undesirable and painful because it goes against our sinful nature, but nihilism goes against our original nature as creatures in God's meaningful universe and is utterly unbearable. Nihilism can not be true. For if the universe were meaningless how would we ever know? It would (to borrow an example from C. S. Lewis) be like a fish figuring out it was wet or a blind cave-dwelling salamander realizing it was in the dark. Nihilism can be internally consistent, but it is utterly inept at explaining what we daily take for granted-- that the universe and life in general are not absurd and devoid of all content. As James Sire points out, people who do start to see life as meaningless, unreal or deceptive are usually not recognized as nihilists but locked up as schizophrenics.13 Donald Crosby sums up the unbearability of nihilism:
William James says of the paradoxes of Zeno that these are problems to be 'solved livingly,' ones that 'ask no leave of logic.' We resolve them by doing what Zeno claimed to be impossible, namely, by simply proceeding to move about in space (1967:II, 261,255). In similar manner, the problem of the nay-sayings of nihilism is 'solved livingly' in most of us: practically or existentially nullified by instinctive affirmations of our existence. There is something in us that justifies life in the face of suffering and death, something that insistently negates nihilism's negations, regardless of what even the most forceful nihilistic arguments may conclude.14
So, atheism is impossible. We must now ask ourselves to consider the evidence and look for information about what the God who is there is like. There are some very good evidences and arguments for the existence of the Christian God. It is important to note, too, that though the evidence for God is possible to deny or ignore, just as in the court case described at the beginning of this paper, there is no evidence against the existence of God. Atheists have proposed positive arguments15 for the nonexistence of God, but they all reduce to negative arguments against his existence or are simply too circular and incoherent to make any sense. I will give a short overview of some of the most commonly given evidences for the existence of the Christian God:

POSITIVE REASONS FOR BELIEF IN GOD:

THE MORAL ARGUMENT

The moral argument shows the existence of God because of the necessity of ethical absolutism and the evidence that each human being has a conscience. The world is most certainly not fair: our mothers have been telling us that for years. Why, then, should we have such a persistent illusion that it is? We know right and wrong because God made us able to know right and wrong, and without him there would be nothing but ethical relativism and therefore ethical nihilism. The existence of an objective standard of morality also implies our sinfulness and guilt, for there is not one human alive who has not gone against even the standard of their own conscience.
Indeed, when Gentiles, who do not have the law, do by nature things required by the law, they are a law for themselves, even though they do not have the law, since they show that the requirements of the law are written on their hearts, their consciences also bearing witness, and their thoughts now accusing, now even defending them. (Romans 2:14-15, NIV).

THE TELEOLOGICAL ARGUMENT

The teleological argument is the argument from design. Basically, it holds that the universe show signs of a creator, and that the theories of a nonintelligent origin of life and order in the universe are impossible. The most famous example of this argument is by William Paley, who argued that someone finding a watch on the beach would assume it to have a creator, and to assume otherwise about the universe is foolish. The Bible, in my opinion, says that the teleological evidence for the existence of God is present and overwhelming, and it is only because of our sinful and disobedient nature and our psychological fear of God that we can ignore it.
The wrath of God is being revealed from heaven against all the godlessness and wickedness of men who suppress the truth by their wickedness, since what may be known about God is plain to them, because God has made it plain to them. For since the creation of the world God's invisible qualities--his eternal power and divine nature--have been clearly seen, being understood from what has been made, so that men are without excuse. (Romans 1:18-20, NIV).

THE HISTORICAL ARGUMENT

The historical argument for Christianity rests on the historical and archaeological authority of the Bible to prove the existence of God. One of the most commonly used evidences is the resurrection of Christ. The character and proximity of the disciples to Jesus was such that their accounts would be trustworthy, and it is unreasonable to think that these highly moral men, who followed a teacher who scathingly rebuked hypocrites, would fabricate stories about his resurrection, especially after his humiliating and discouraging death.
"I am not insane, most excellent Festus," Paul replied. "What I am saying is true and reasonable. The king is familiar with these things, and I can speak freely to him. I am convinced that none of this has escaped his notice, because it was not done in a corner. (Acts 26:25-26, NIV).

CONCLUSION

Atheism is a moral choice against all evidence and with no evidence to back it up. It is based on pride and a fear of responsibility, holiness and guilt. Its logical outworking is utter nihilism, which is unbearable and impossible. Like Heather in the story, we must divorce our beliefs about reality from our fears and psychological pressures, and evaluate the two options clearly. When this is done it is clear that atheism is false. God has to exist. Nathan Vonnahme TH403 Prof. Tim Anderson November 18, 1994

FOOTNOTES:

1 For an excellent treatment of the nature of belief, see Why Should Anyone Believe Anything at All? by James Sire.

2 Of course, both could be wrong...

3 See the first chapter in Christian Apologetics by Norman Geisler for elaboration of this idea.

4 See Lightman, The Origins of Agnosticism, especially the conclusion, for a good explanation of the origins and demise of agnosticism as a philosophical movement.

5 Lightman, The Origins of Agnosticism, p. 182.

6 See Martin, Atheism, pp. 469-470.

7 James Sire, The Universe Next Door, pp. 93-94.

8 Sire, p. 91.

9 Nihilism extends into many other areas as well. See Crosby, The Specter of the Absurd, especially part 2, for an excellent exploration of nihilism.

10 Sproul p. 88.

11 Sproul p. 100.

12 Sproul p. 155.

13 Sire, The Universe Next Door, pp. 96-97.

14 Crosby, The Specter of Absurdity, p. 363.

15 See Michael Martin's Atheism: A Philosophical Justification for some of these attempts.

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